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Chapter 23
 They did eventually eat, still naked, sitting in the cool mountain
breeze. And, before they left the glen they made love a third time,
finally able to take the time to pay attention to each other's special
likes and turn-ons. It was actually Becca who called out that it was
time to be heading back. They'd been gone hours and she was afraid that
Fran or Val would come looking for them and find them at the wrong
time. She and Denny hadn't talked of long term relationships on their
side of the tree. She had been insatiable, wanting him in her all the
time and taking him in her mouth when he wasn't hard for her. It was
too perfect for them both, sharing a closeness that neither of them
felt could be any more real. Denny, in his own mind, was already
thinking of how soon he could suggest that they "wander by a jewelry
store ... you know ... just for fun."
 
 Both women walked a little gingerly on the way back, sore from too much
of a good thing, but the kinks were pretty well worked out and they
could force themselves to try to walk more normally after a quarter
mile. Polly lengthened her steps to come up even with Becca, who was
following Denny.
 
 "Your mother is going to skin me alive if your belly swells." she said,
not trying to keep the men from hearing her.
 
 "How old was Aunt Betty when she had you?" asked Becca slyly. She
already knew the answer. Fran had pointed it out several times.
 
 Polly looked sideways at her niece. "Fifteen, but apparently you
already know that."
 
 "Yes, I do," said Becca.
 
 "But you're going to college in a month or so. You have your whole life
ahead of you." objected Polly.
 
 "And how old were you when you had Fran?" asked Becca, ignoring the
argument.
 
 "Twenty-two ... and ready to graduate from college, I might add," said
Polly smugly.
 
 "And when did you meet Roger and fall in love with him?" asked Becca,
undeterred.
 
 "I was a sophomore ... nineteen," said Polly. "What does that have to
do with anything? Are you telling me you think you're in love with this
man?" She pointed at Denny, who kept walking and did not turn around,
even though it was obvious he had heard her.
 
 "And why did it take you three years to have Frannie?" asked Becca.
"Was it because you were on the pill?"
 
 "No," said Polly doubtfully. "Roger and I didn't ... I didn't know then
that he was ... we just didn't do that while we were going out. In fact
the night I let him for the first time was the night I proposed to him.
I wasn't planning on that. It just ... happened. In fact it happened a
lot like today." she said, looking over her shoulder at Brian. He had
fallen back a ways, as if he were giving them some privacy.
 
 "But you didn't get pregnant right away," said Becca.
 
 "No, Roger said we shouldn't ... he didn't want to..." She went quiet
as, for the first time she processed his behavior during their
engagement with new eyes. He had expressed his desire that they not do
anything stupid. He had not encouraged her to go on the pill, and had
not suggested that he use rubbers. He had suggested that they not make
love until they were actually married. He couched it in terms of
something so special that he wanted to save it for special occasions.
She had thought he was romantic, and only rarely did she get so horny
for him that she demanded he make love to her. It was one of those
times that she got pregnant. She wondered now if he had ever felt any
sexual passion for her at all. It was just as likely that he was
passing as a straight man by being engaged. They liked each other and
liked spending time together. Lovemaking just wasn't the center of
their relationship.
 
 She looked over her shoulder again at Brian. Even though she was sore
she wanted to be with him again, already. And she knew that if she
stopped and put the blanket down, he'd take her again, right there on
the trail. She knew she liked him as a person, even though she didn't
know that much about him, and she was sure they would have fun doing
things other than making love together, even if she didn't know what
those things were. In a sense, it didn't matter what they were. She
just knew it would be fun doing almost anything with him. His humor
made any situation fun. His seriousness made him seem dependable. Her
relationship with him, after two dates, was disturbingly richer than
anything she had ever had with Roger.
 
 She looked back at Becca, who was walking along silently.
 
 "So doesn't he have anything to say about this?" she asked, nodding at
Denny.
 
 "Hey, Corporal!" said Becca loudly. "What are you gonna do if you knock
me up?"
 
 He stopped and turned. His face was quite serious.
 
 "Will you marry me?" he asked.
 
 "What?" Becca stopped so quickly she stumbled.
 
 "I asked you if you would marry me. Right now. Today." he said.
 
 "I can't do that," said Becca, horrified. "Denny I hardly know you. You
can't ask a girl a question like that without at least talking about it
first! That's silly!" She looked confused.
 
 "You asked me a pretty silly question." he said, his voice level.
 
 "I was joking." she said, her voice going higher. "You haven't knocked
me up."
 
 "How do you know that?" he asked, still serious.
 
 "Because it's the wrong time of the month for anybody to knock me up,"
said Becca.
 
 "Famous last words," said Polly.
 
 "You're serious!" said Becca to Denny, not sounding too happy.
 
 "If you're serious enough to let me do what we just did, unprotected -
I should have asked you first and didn't ... that's my fault - but if
you're serious enough to let me do that with you, then I have to be serious
about what will happen to you, and my role in that."
 
 "I was just having fun." objected Becca.
 
 "I take that very seriously," said Denny. "I could be a father right
now because you didn't think seriously about the consequences of what
we just did. I can't believe you would do that Becca."
 
 Becca stopped. He was angry and she was hurt. Her eyes filled with
tears.
 
 "But..." She was at a loss for words. "Please don't be mad at me." she finally finished.
 
 Denny walked up to her. He seemed to tower over her. "If I've made you
pregnant I'm going to want to marry you. That will be our child, and
I'll not want to be left out of it. If you don't think you could be
happy that way, then we shouldn't see each other again."
 
 "Hey, Denny, cool down buddy," said Brian, stepping forward.
 
 "How can I cool down?" he asked. "You know how I feel about children. I
want to make children with the woman I love and who loves me ... who
will stand beside me and stay with me as those children grow up. I want
to choose the woman who bears my sons and I want her to choose me."
 
 "Did you tell her that Denny?" asked Brian patiently.
 
 "No," said Denny. His face screwed up and then it looked like he might
cry. "I think things got out of control, somehow."
 
 Becca's mind was whirling. She knew she liked Denny. She knew she liked
being around him, and the way his mind worked. He was exciting and
interesting ... a man. She thought about him leaving and never calling
her again and something twisted up inside her. Like Brian, she had
never really been in love with anyone ... didn't know what it felt
like. But now, the idea that he might go away mad made her want to die.
The only thing she could think of to do was what she did when her
cousins were mad at her.
 
 "Can we talk about this?" she asked.
 
 Denny looked down at her. She couldn't decipher what was in his eyes.
 
 "Please?" she asked. "I don't want you to be mad at me. I understand
what you said, and I'm not pregnant, but that's not the point. I don't
want to be without you. Please don't just go off and leave me and never
come back. I'm sorry."
 
 "Was it just ... fun ... for you today Becca?" he asked.
 
 "I've never done this with anyone before." she said, meaning a romantic
walk in the woods that turned into a sex fest of astonishing dimensions.
 
 "You were a virgin?" asked Denny incredulously. She was too
accomplished a lover to have never had a man before.
 
 "No, that's not what I meant." she said. She was frustrated now. "Only
one other man has ever touched me. He was more of my teacher than
anything else. And I love him, but not in the way you're talking about.
All I know is that I never wanted to do what we did today with any
other man ... not like it was today. Does that make any sense?"
 
 "I don't understand," said Denny mournfully.
 
 "Have you ever been in love with a girl?" asked Becca.
 
 He nodded.
 
 "And why aren't you with her now?"
 
 "It didn't work out." he said. "But what does that..."
 
 "Does that mean your love wasn't real?" she asked.
 
 "No." he said shortly.
 
 "I don't know if I love you." she said. "I'm not sure what love is,
except that I felt it for that one man. He's not available to me and
never will be, but I love him just the same. I feel something different
for you, just as strong ... but different. The point is that I don't
just go out and do this with anybody. You're special somehow. I don't
know if that means I love you or not, but I do know this. If you leave
here and don't ever see me again I'll just curl up and die Denny. I
can't imagine dating other men, or letting them do to me what you did
today."
 
 "You're in love sweetness," said Polly reaching out to touch her. "You
have all the signs." Part of her mind was whirling, trying to figure
out who Becca's "teacher" was. Her niece's situation was more important
though, and she shoved those thoughts aside.
 
 "But how can I be?" moaned Becca. "I hardly know him!"
 
 Polly turned to Brian. "Does this conversation sound familiar?"
 
 He grinned. "Yup, you're in love Becca. Sorry to be the bearer of bad
news. I mean Denny's surely no catch, but I think you have it bad for
him."
 
 His attempt at humor didn't go over very well. Becca shot him a
murderous look and then she looked surprised and then she looked
shocked. She turned to Denny.
 
 "What if they're right?" she asked, panic in her voice. "What if I
really do love you?"
 
 Denny rolled his eyes. If this was what dating a younger woman was like
he wasn't sure it was a good idea any more.
 
 "You're asking me?"
he grumped. "I don't even know how to feel about it if you're pregnant."
 
 "I'm not pregnant!" shouted Becca. "Won't anybody listen to me?"
 
 "You sure better not be," said Polly under her breath.
 
 "And what about you?" Becca turned on her aunt. "You were doing the same thing. Are you on the pill
Aunt Polly? Is Val? Is anybody?"
 
 Before Polly could even answer she turned on Brian. "Are you going to marry her if you knocked her up?!"
 
 It was a rhetorical question, but Brian thought things had gone way too
far already.
 
 "Yes." he said firmly.
 
 Becca had taken another breath to say ... she didn't know what she was
going to say ... but she was going to say ... something ... and his
answer took her breath away. He looked dead serious.
 
 "Really?" she squeaked.
 
 "Yup," said Brian. Polly was looking at him as if she didn't believe
what she was hearing either. "We're gonna have a whole baseball team."
he said, as if it were the most normal thing in the world to say.
 
 "That's not what I said," said Polly. "As I recall, I told you I didn't think I had
a whole ball team left in me."
 
 Brian waved. "I have faith in you." he said airily.
 
 Polly put her hands on her hips. "If you think I'm going to be barefoot
and pregnant for the next nine years you got another think coming,
buster!" she said hotly.
 
 "Okay, okay, just two or three then," said Brian, giving up way too
easily. "Can we start now?" He reached for his zipper.
 
 Polly blushed at being teased so blatantly. "I thought you were being
serious with me back there."
 
 "I was." he said, pulling her to him. He gave her a serious kiss.
 
 When he pulled his lips from hers, Polly pushed him away. "I thought you said you didn't
know." she accused him. "Where did all this come from?"
 
 "Watching her," said Brian, nodding toward Becca. "She's like a young
colt, frisky and not caring about anything, just loving life and
everything in it. You're more like a thoroughbred race horse, full of
passion, with a love to run the race. It just occurred to me that you
make me feel like a stallion. I like that feeling. So, if I have to
knock you up to get to see more of you, I'm game."
 
 "You do not have to knock me up to see more of me," said Polly, disgusted.
 
 "Well, it was getting too serious around here. We're a fun bunch, us
four. And if it stops being fun then ... well, it won't be any fun. So
everybody lighten up. Becca's not pregnant, and Polly's not pregnant,
and we'll be more careful in the future and everybody will be all
happy."
 
 He was the only one who was completely upbeat about it, but he did
lighten the mood. As they walked the rest of the way Becca took Denny's
hand, and he squeezed hers.
 
 "I'm really sorry." she said.
 
 "Never mind." he said. "We'll have a nice long talk about it next time
we go out. For now, just try to act normal. Your mother is like a
polygraph. She'll be asking all kinds of questions and I don't want
either of us cracking under the stress."
 
 "So you don't hate me?" asked Becca in a little girl voice.
 
 "I don't do that with women I hate." he growled. Then he leaned over,
put his shoulder in her stomach and lifted her like she was weightless.
As she squealed and giggled and fought he carried her back to the cabin.
 
 Behind them Polly gave Brian a searching look.
 
 "You better watch what you say there, little boy." she smiled a grim
smile. "What would you do if I accepted your erstwhile proposal?"
 
 "Hmmmm." he said, gripping his chin with his thumb and forefinger.
"Knowing women, and knowing your situation, I'd have to say I'd do my
best to get you showing nice and public like before you could get loose
from Roger and get a wedding planned. I've always had a yen to watch my
pregnant fiancé walk down the aisle toward me." He grinned.
 
 "That could be why you haven't had any fiancés," said Polly.
But she smiled.
 
Other than remarking on the fact that they'd been gone for a long time,
no one seemed to notice anything odd about the two couples. Even if
they would have, it probably wouldn't have been discussed. Fran was
bubbling over with the news when Becca was carried into the cabin.
 "Guess what!?" She waited a split second and went on. "Aunt Gidget is
going on a date with Grandpa!"
 
 Of course Polly and Becca hadn't been there, or heard what had
happened. All Becca could think about was how grandpa had told her
about how only the girls' mothers hadn't done anything with him ...
yet. Her recent induction into the joys ... and perils ... of being a
fully sexual woman hadn't yet settled into something she could fully
wrap her mind around. And now ... her mother was going to go on a date
with the man who had taken her own virginity!? Her joy at Denny's
apparent willingness to forgive her selfishness ... her casual attitude
about something that meant so much to him ... was suddenly assailed by
a mental image of her mother's kicking legs, and Bob's bouncing
buttocks between them. At the same time, she was aware on a completely
different level that her Aunt Polly had, just that afternoon, found
something joyous and exciting, something she deserved ... that every
woman deserved to have in her life.
 
 In short, she had no idea how to feel about that statement. She sat
down suddenly, unable to keep her knees stiff enough to stand on them.
 
 If Polly would have had a chance to reflect on her own life and actions
this past couple of weeks, she would probably have raised an eyebrow
and said "Good move sis. You need to get out and do things." But her
recent exploits hadn't had time to sink in, either, and her reaction was
typical for the woman she had been these past few years instead.
 
 "That's insane!" she barked. "Why on earth would she do that? Why on
earth would Grandpa do that?"
 
 It was about then that Becca more or less collapsed into her seat and
everything got kind of crazy.
 
 It got sorted out eventually, and when it was explained that neither
Bob nor Gidget had any recent experience with dating, and that both
deserved to update their social lives, and that both could do a sort of
trial run to see where the perils and problems lay in pursuing that
path, it didn't seem quite so outlandish any more.
 
 "What about Sunny?" asked Polly when everything had calmed down.
 
 Sunny put her hands up in the air, palms out. "Leave me out of this.
I'm perfectly happy with no men in my life."
 
 "So is Gidget," said Polly. "So was I until I met Brian. Now I know
what I've been missing, and I'm telling you, I'm not going to keep
missing it."
 
 There were ooos and ahhhs and all kinds of innuendo as cousins needled
her, asking just what had happened on that little hike they took.
 
 "What could happen?" she said, her face straight. "Becca was right
there with me."
 
 "Yeah." sighed Denny. "This double dating business can sure cramp a
guy's style." He grinned.
 
 "I'm just saying we need to find somebody for Sunny to be friends with
too," said Polly.
 
 Sunny snorted. "Tell you what. When Gidget gets done with Grandpa, then
I'll take lessons with him too. Okay? Now will everybody leave me
alone?" She had no intention of going on a date with her own
grandfather, no matter how young and handsome he was. She liked him,
but he was still a stranger to her in many ways.
 
 She was a little like Becca in the sense that she sometimes thought of
something she wanted and just went after it, not worrying about side
effects. She also wasn't above making promises she didn't intend to
keep.
 
 But she had no idea where that blithe promise would take her as
the future unfolded.
 
Val was bored. She didn't mind going up to the cabin to work, but
listening to the wrangling of the women was tiring. She wanted to tell
them all to just go find a man like Zack. She couldn't help but look at
her grandmother and great aunts differently now that she knew they'd
had sex with Bob. That she had practically had sex with him too didn't
change her outlook. They were older women, and she just couldn't
imagine them in the throes of passion. Her mother now, that was
different. Her mother was full of passion and emotion. She used it in
her job and thrived on it. If there had been a man in her life he would
have walked around slumped over all the time from being bedded half to
death. Val was sure of that because she was a lot like her mother and
she thought about seeing Zack again ... and fucking Zack again ... ten
or twelve times a day.
 She noted her mother's blatant attempt to get attention away from her
by making that silly promise that she'd go on dates with grandpa too.
Like that would ever happen. Then again, she'd seen Bob in action, and
he might just be able to give her mother what would calm her down a
whole lot.
 
 But now she was tired of listening to chatter. She wandered over to the
knapsack Denny had dumped on the floor. It had blankets in it borrowed
from that nice Sally woman. They should be washed before they were
returned. Bob had had a washer and dryer delivered, and they had hooked
them up while the hikers were off gallivanting around. The blankets would be a good trial run to see if
everything was working well. No one paid any attention as she picked up
the pack and carried it to the little utility room off of the kitchen.
She opened the lid of the washer and shook out the first blanket so she
could pack it in around the agitator. Her nose caught a musky odor that
was tantalizingly familiar. She was stuffing the blanket into the
washer when she realized what that smell was.
 
 She pulled the blanket out and spread it out again. There, almost in
the middle! It was darker there, like it was damp. She felt the spot. It
was damp. It had been folded up wet and hadn't dried. She pulled it up
and sniffed at the spot.
 
 Semen.
 
 It was unmistakable. It was an odor she had known from her play with
grandpa for years, and she had found that Zack's smelled very similar.
 
 Who had been on this blanket? Becca? That was likely. Val knew how hot
to trot Becca was. But where had Aunt Polly been while Becca was
getting her pussy stuffed? On impulse she shook out the other blanket.
There was a wet spot in the middle of that one too!
 
 Both of them? Aunt Polly too? Now there was something to think about.
She thought back to the hospital, when Brian had searched Polly. Polly
had been obviously affected by the search. She had even said some
raunchy things. But doing it on a blanket, obviously in the open? And
right next to each other!?
 
 She went into the kitchen and called out into the living room for Polly
to come help her. Polly had been holding Brian's hand and she dropped
it to come toward Val, a smile on her face.
 
 "What's up?" she asked.
 
 "I need to know what something is," said Val, leading Polly into the
utility room. She picked up one of the blankets and put her hand under
it, her fingers pushing the wet spot into prominence. "What do you
suppose made that wet spot right there?" she asked, keeping her face
straight.
 
 Polly peered at it and jumped. She blanched.
 
 "I don't know dear. That was the blanket Denny and Becca sat on to eat
lunch."
 
 Val had a pretty good idea what they ate, but she played it straight.
She picked up the other blanket. "You used this one?" she asked
innocently.
 
 Polly nodded, worriedly.
 
 "That's funny, because it has a wet spot just like the other one ... in
almost the same place." She tented that spot out too. "See there? It's
kind of slick and sticky and it smells like..."
 
 She stopped talking as Polly snatched the blanket out of her hands and
stuffed it into the washer. Then she picked up the other blanket and
did the same thing. Val started giggling and Polly shot her a look.
 
 "Where's the soap?" asked Polly.
 
 "Wasn't that soap that was staining the blankets?" asked Val,
snickering. "It looked kind of white and soapy to me."
 
 Polly closed the lid and turned on the water. She looked at Val.
 
 "What do you want Valerie?" she asked.
 
 Val reached out to hold both her aunt's hands. "Nothing. Except to tell
you how happy I am for you. You should have done this a long time ago."
 
 Polly relaxed. It felt good that somebody besides Becca knew too.
 
 "I don't think I'd have found the right guy a long time ago. I'd never
have gone for a man ten years younger than me."
 
 Val's brow creased a little. "Maybe. Anyway, things turned out pretty
well according to the blanket." She grinned. "Now if we can just get
Aunt Gidget and my mother hooked up with some men to ease their
fussiness, this whole family might be a pretty fun bunch of folks to
hang out with."
 
Becca, not wanting to have a confrontation with her mother, simply
started seeing Denny alone secretly. She drove to his little three room
bungalow, but they didn't stay there.
 Their first date alone was tense in the beginning. There was no necking
or petting on this date and, oddly enough, that was fine with both of
them. They had something to eat and sat in the car on a bluff
overlooking a scenic view and just talked. Becca talked about her life,
growing up in a strange family, though she left out the sexual parts.
Denny talked about his own upbringing in a family where his single
mother had too many children and neglected them. It had been rough. One
of his brothers was in prison and one of his sisters had been a hooker
until he'd arrested her himself, finding her on the street. She hadn't
believed he'd do it, but he did. He got her into a program and she was
doing much better these days. Two of his siblings were still living at
home, jobless, with no prospects. That was part of why he was so
intensive about children and there being a loving set of parents to
raise them.
 
 Becca, had never wanted for anything, and her family gave her so much
love and encouragement that she had never really missed having a
father. She had Bob to talk to and even though he never talked back -
at least not until recently - that filled what little need she had for
a male in her younger life.
 
 As they talked, and she had a serious conversation with an adult male
for the first time in her life, she began to realize how she might have missed more than she thought. And she understood that she had
treated sex like a new toy, being obsessed with it in a way, but not
respecting all the different aspects of such a relationship.
 
 When they got back and she stood by her car, getting ready to go home,
Denny finally gave her a kiss. Becca was shocked to find that that kiss
was sweet and caring and, for once, didn't make her pussy ache, or her
nipples tingle. It was just a really nice kiss from a really nice man
who she began to suspect she was falling in love with.
 
 They had two more dates of a very similar nature, spending time
together and growing even closer before disaster struck.
 
Becca paced in the bathroom. She checked her watch again. She'd looked
at it five times already. Usually the second hand hadn't made it around
the face since the last time she'd looked. She'd waited a week, hoping
that she was just late, even though she'd been as regular as clockwork
since she was twelve. This couldn't be happening to her. Not now. Not
since she found the man she thought she wanted to spend the rest of her
life with. Everything he'd said about the rashness of having
unprotected sex and her flippant denial that she could be pregnant, battered the defenses in her mind as she waited for the
test to be done. They'd even abstained from sex for the last couple of
dates! This couldn't be happening.
 The next time she checked her watch it was time. Now, though, she
couldn't bear to look and see what she had been so impatient to have
available. She closed her eyes. Finally she couldn't stand it any
longer. She opened them and looked at the little strip of material that
would define her happiness for the foreseeable future.
 
 It was positive.
 
Becca called a meeting of the cousins. She had to because she was going
crazy trying to figure out what to do by herself. She couldn't talk to
her mother, and none of her aunts would be sympathetic either, with the
possible exception of Aunt Polly. Even then she had joked and talked
about getting pregnant, and Polly would think she had done it on
purpose, which was not the case. Becca had always been pro choice on
the few occasions she had thought about such things. It was easy to
talk about a woman's choice when you weren't the woman involved.
 There had been enough turbulence in the family in the last few months
that her frantic summons didn't make either Fran or Val particularly
nervous. Becca was an emotional girl in the first place, and often got
more excited about something than anyone else did. So the two girls
were less than prepared when they arrived and before they could even
get in the house Becca came storming out.
 
 "I'm pregnant." she hissed in a whisper that was close to a shout.
 
 Both girls stared at their cousin.
 
 "What do I do?" Becca asked urgently. "I don't know what to do!"
 
 They went for a drive. This was not something they could discuss under circumstances that an adult might
show up and want to join whatever discussion they were having.
 
 The first thing Val thought about was how relieved she had been when
her own period had come along a few days back. Then she felt guilty
that she was thinking of herself instead of Becca.
 
 "It's Denny's ... right?" she said, not thinking how that could be
interpreted.
 
 "I don't know!" cried Becca. "It could be grandpa's!"
 
 Fran felt a shock course through her as she remembered the warm wet
feeling of Bob's spunk inundating her pussy at the cabin. She wasn't
due to bleed for another week. She hadn't thought a thing about it
until now. Her mind went a little numb at the implications.
 
 "Oh boy." signed Val. Then, the inevitable question, born of female
desperation: "Are you sure?"
 
 A man might think "Sure it could be Bob's?" Such a man should find a
woman to talk to. She'll explain all about how that question, at that
time, means "Are you sure you're pregnant?"
 
 Becca, being a woman, understood perfectly.
 
 "The test was positive. My period's a week late ... eight days now."
 
 "Oh boy." sighed Val again.
 
 "What should I do?" asked Becca miserably. "Denny will hate me."
 
 Val can't be blamed, if that's the right word, for seeing this from the
perspective of what she'd do if she were pregnant. In her case, there
would be no doubt as to the paternity of the baby. She had grappled
with the possibility not all that far in the past, and her sense of
relief when her period started had been palpable. Her mother had even
noticed her upbeat mood after she had to slide that first tampon in.
 
 "What are you so bubbly about?" Sunny had asked.
 
 "Oh ... nothing. I just love life I guess." Val had responded.
 
 Now she could think about what it might have been like if she hadn't
had to use that tampon. Women are a little strange sometimes, from a
man's perspective. While Val had been worried about being pregnant a
week or two ago, now that she wasn't, and one of her best friends was
... she had pangs of something that came perilously close to jealousy.
As she thought about it now ... it was almost sad that Zack hadn't put life in
her womb.
 
 Fran can't be blamed, again, if that's the right word, for being a
teenager who had never seriously contemplated the prospect that she
might get pregnant. Girls her age think they're immune to a man's seed
just like boys that age think nothing can really hurt them. Her
inability to grapple with the serious aspects of the situation caused
her mind to go off on a tangent.
 
 "Hey!" she said suddenly. "If it's grandpa's, you would be having a
great great grandbaby!" She frowned and her eyes went glazed. "Or your
own cousin four times removed?"
 
 "It's not funny." moaned Becca.
 
 "No, that wouldn't work," said Fran, trying to unravel the tangle of
relationships such a child would have. If it was a boy it would be a
son and great great grandson to the same man, and a son for Becca, but
a cousin however many times removed from the other girls. She
gave up as Becca started crying.
 
 "Hey, I'm sorry," said Fran automatically.
 
 Her cousins then dragged poor Fran further into the world of adult
women and the decisions and challenges they have to deal with. They
didn't exactly drag her in that direction kicking and screaming either.
She couldn't get the feel of her great grandfather's sperm soaking her
womb out of her mind.
 
 The interesting thing was that, in the next two and a half hours,
during which Fran admitted she might be in the same situation and
wouldn't know for another week, while emotions raged and tears fell
from all of their eyes at one time or another, the "solution" of
seeking an abortion was only brought up once.
 
 "Denny would never forgive me," said Becca shortly. "Neither would
grandpa." She put her hand on her flat abdomen. "I don't think I could
do it anyway."
 
 That was that, as far as abandoning responsibility for her actions.
 
 A guy along on that trip would have been unbelievably frustrated at the
end of it. He would have wanted to take the starting question "What do
I do?" seriously and come up with a plan of action. But that's not what
happened. They talked and cried and talked and discussed but never made
any solid decisions about just what Becca would do next.
 
 I'll be honest. I'm glad I wasn't there. It would have driven me nuts.
 Chapter 24
 Gidget sat in front of the mirror and stared at her reflection. This
was crazy. She was crazy to have agreed to it. Going on a date with
your own grandfather! Whoever heard of something like that? The
excitement of doing something crazy and shaking up her boring life was
gone. She was putting on makeup to go out with her own grandfather. It
was insane.
 
 But at the same time it was intriguing.
 
 Her fingers did what they did by rote, having done it thousands of
times before. A tiny part of her mind dealt with that while the rest of
it wondered what the evening would be like. In a surreal kind of way,
she was going out with a stranger. She'd known him all her life, but
he'd been more of a fixture in Aunt Martha's house than a real person.
Even since he'd awakened, she had never been with him alone, or talked
with him at any length. She liked him, based on the little bit of
information she actually had about him. He was interesting and exotic
and all that. She loved listening to his voice as he read from Rip's
journal.
 
 But she knew who he was, and she couldn't get past that.
 
 In a sense, for Gidget, it was like suddenly going out with a famous
movie star and nobody knew about it except the two of you. A lot of
people dream about somehow becoming a good friend to a movie star ...
the person that star wants to be with away from the crush of fame ...
the secret best friend who gets told all the juicy details and never
ever betrays that trust. But when that happens for real ... how do you
act? It was all just too strange.
 
 He picked her up in the convertible and held the door for her. That in
itself was strange. Men hadn't done that when she was dating. It was
kind of nice to be pampered in that tiny way.
 
 Though neither of them knew it, their conversation started out just
like inexperienced teenagers talk on first dates ... sometimes on much
later dates.
 
 "Where do you want to go?"
 
 "I don't know ... where do you want to go?"
 
 "I don't care. What do you want to do?"
 
 "I don't know, what do you want to do?"
 
 "It doesn't matter to me. I'm sure whatever we do will be fine."
 
 "Are you hungry?"
 
 "A little, but we don't have to eat now."
 
 "Okay ... so what should we do?"
 
 "I don't know ... what do you think we should do?"
 
 In the worst of circumstances, it can go on like that all night. Both
people are so insecure that they're afraid to actually give an opinion,
or make a decision for fear that the other one won't like it. In better
circumstances, a decision is made just to get them away from the curb.
 
 "Why don't we get something to eat?"
 
 "Okay, that sounds good. I'm starving."
 
 "Okay, so what do you want to eat?"
 
 "Oh anything is fine."
 
 "How about Mexican?"
 
 "No, that gives me gas."
 
 "Okay, how about Chinese?"
 
 "No, they use too much salt."
 
 "Italian?"
 
 "I'd get sauce on my blouse/shirt."
 
 "Burgers?"
 
 "Too greasy. They'll give you a heart attack."
 
 "Steak?"
 
 "I try to stay away from too much red meat."
 
 When all the possibilities have been run through and discarded for one
reason or another, someone usually says.
 
 "We can wait a while. I'm not actually all that hungry."
 
 Thus begin many dates when both parties are nervous and hesitant for
any of a variety of reasons. And thus began Bob's date with Gidget. Or
Gidget's date with Bob. It all depends on how you look at it.
 
 In better circumstances, driving around aimlessly in virtual silence
for a while eventually gets conversation going. In the best of
circumstances, that conversation blossoms into an actual relationship.
 
 It started with Gidget sighing.
 
 "This is so weird."
 
 "Why's that?" asked Bob.
 
 "Because you're my grandfather."
 
 "Oh." He drove on for a while. "You know, I have lots of memories, but
not very many of you. Your voice I mean. You and Sunny and Polly."
 
 She looked at him. He was handsome with the wind blowing in his hair.
"I guess because you were sleeping we didn't pay much attention to you."
 
 "That's understandable." he said.
 
 "I always wondered why Becca liked to go over there and read to you and
tell you stories and things."
 
 "At the time, I didn't actually think about what I was hearing. It's
hard to describe. It was like a dream, but you're not really interested
in getting into the dream, and you don't want to wake up, so you just
sort of go back to sleep. Then somebody says something or does
something and you're aware of it, but..."
 
 "I can't imagine what it must have been like." said Gidget, empathizing
with him for the first time in her life.
 
 "It wasn't bad exactly. It wasn't anything. I wasn't lying there aware
of everything and screaming inside to wake up. And the funny thing is
that, when I did wake up, I remembered almost everything everybody said to me, or did to
me. It took a while, but now I feel like I have part of that time back
because I have memories of it."
 
 That led to Bob asking her to bring him up to date on her life while he
slept. He was a good listener and the family relationship between them
actually fostered her telling him things. She started with her secret
dislike for her own name. Everyone treated her like she was an
empty-headed bimbo as a girl and she blamed it on her name. She found
it was easy to talk to him about her teenage years, when she was so
frantic to find love. The more she talked, the more she felt a burden
lift from her shoulders. She'd never told anyone in the family about
the professor who had misused her so badly and become Becca's absent
father. As it tumbled out of her mouth she couldn't believe she was
vomiting it all up. His hand came and lay on top of hers, which was on
her leg. It felt good to feel that human touch.
 
 She actually slumped when that part of her story was done, feeling
drained.
 
 "I wish I could have been there to help you." he said.
 
 "I shouldn't have told you all that. I never told anybody else about
that."
 
 "I feel honored you would confide in me." he said.
 
 "This isn't like a real date." she said suddenly.
 
 "Why not?" he asked.
 
 "I would never talk about all that stuff with a man on our first date. He'd never ask
me out again."
 
 "Well, you don't have to worry about that with me. I'm having a good
time. I like you. I'll take you out any time you want."
 
 Gidget smiled. "You have to like me. We're related."
 
 "Not true." he said "About the having to like you part, I mean. I don't
have to like anybody. I'm just lucky that all of you I've been around
for a while impress me."
 
 "Now this is sounding more like a real date." she chuckled.
 
 "What?"
 
 "You sound like you're buttering me up. Next you'll say how beautiful I
am and how I drive you wild and then your hands will be all over me."
She giggled. "Or you would if you weren't my grandfather."
 
 "You are beautiful." he said. "You may be my granddaughter biologically, but we
don't really know each other that well yet. For all intents and
purposes I'm just a twenty-five year old guy out with a babe."
 
 She laughed. "A babe who's ten years older than you, bub. I just
renewed my driver's license and the picture makes me look like a used
up old biddy."
 
 "I like my women a little on the mature side." said Bob airily. "They
have more experience."
 
 "And when, since you woke up remembering your twenty something year old
wife, have you gotten all this experience with older women?" she asked
archly. "Have you been leading a secret life chasing around girls my
age?" She laughed again.
 
 Bob wished he could tell her about the experience of sharing something
so wonderful with a woman who knows herself and what she wants. But he
couldn't. She was too wrapped up with their relationship. He
looked at her and appreciated her firm breasts and round hips. She wore
her hair short, almost in what used to be called a Pageboy and the wind
flipped it around. She preferred arched brows and highlighted her own
with eyeliner, making her look vaguely surprised most of the time. She
had chosen a dark red lipstick that went well with her dark hair. She
looked healthy and sexy and Bob, having come to terms with the incest
he'd been involved in for fifty-years and a few months, felt his prick
stir in his pants.
 
 "It doesn't take long," he said carefully, "if a man is in my
situation, for him to become aware of women in ways that, a short time
ago, I wouldn't have contemplated." He took a risk. "In this case,
while I am related to all of you, I am also capable of seeing you as
females of the species. What's a man supposed to do when he's
surrounded by a whole passel of beautiful women who are, for all
intents and purposes, strangers to him?"
 
 Gidget blinked. "Are you flirting with me?" she gasped.
 
 "Maybe a little." he smiled. "You're a beautiful woman, Gidget. Your
head is not empty, nor is your blouse. A lot of men have probably
noticed that about you."
 
 Gidget was stunned. He was right in a way. They really were strangers. He
was acting like other men had acted, or tried to act. She ignored them
all. All they wanted was what they wanted. They didn't care about her.
At the same time, here was a man who she wasn't afraid of ... who she
didn't mistrust automatically ... and who had just paid her a very nice
compliment that made her feel things she hadn't felt in years and
years. Her usual response to that would have been to ignore him and
move on out of dangerous waters.
 
 But she couldn't do that with Bob.
 
 "Can I ask you a question?" she said.
 
 "Sure."
 
 "Why do men do that?" she asked.
 
 "Why do men do what?" he asked back.
 
 Instead of actually asking a question, Gidget made a comment. "You just
called me sexy and beautiful and mentioned my breasts. In my experience
that means a man wants to drag you into bed."
 
 "Okay." said Bob. Based on her previous comments, both before
and on this date, he had some idea of where this was going.
 
 Then she asked her question. "Why is it that men can't think about
anything but sex? I mean you're my grandfather, for pity's sakes and
you still notice my sexuality."
 
 "I'm a man." said Bob. "For millions of years men have been scoping out
women. There is a biological urge to mate and it's strong. In my day,
people tried to ignore that and pretend that it could be turned on and
off with a switch or something."
 
 Gidget thought immediately of a boy in High School who had used the
popular term that decade when he said "You turn me on."
 
 Bob went on. "From what I can see since I woke up, the only thing
that's changed is that sex kept going on its natural course, and people
just came up with more and more complicated ways to try to deny sexual
attraction, even though it's advertised in everything and everywhere.
It's one of the most puzzling things I've experienced since I woke up."
 
 He looked over at her and found her staring back at him, so he went on.
 
 "To answer your question, I'm a stranger in a strange land - kind of
like that book that guy wrote while I was sleeping. It was lying on the
dresser and it's one of the first things I read after I woke up. Except
not everything is strange. There are a few things that are familiar and comfortable,
but most of it is odd and jarring. I'm stupid in a way, because I'm
behind the times fifty years. But sex comes naturally, and that hasn't
changed. I see a beautiful woman and something in me wants to do what
nature has intended for men to do for a million years. The only
difference is that I'm honest about it. I see potential sexual partners
and I don't feel bad about calling them potential sexual partners."
 
 Gidget's mouth dropped open. "You mean ... are you saying ... do you
see me as a potential sexual partner?"
 
 "Yes," he said calmly. "But you don't have to worry about it. It's just
the biology inside me reacting to the biology on the outside of you ...
plus a dose of admiration for who you are. I'm not going to hit you on
the head with a club and drag you off to a cave somewhere to ravish
you." He grinned.
 
 Gidget's mind was whirling. In all her life, every single time she'd
had sex, it had been something of a chase and conquest situation. She
had been told all her life that her sex was something to barter with,
or that it shouldn't be used at all until certain social prerequisites
were met. And yet, under certain circumstances she wasn't able to
control her urges. She knew now that her professor had never loved her,
even though he said it all the time. He had pushed her buttons and she
had resisted, like she was supposed to, until all the right buttons had
been pushed. Then she "gave in".
 
 As she remembered those times, so long ago, she now realized that she
had never actually wanted to have sex with the man, but gave in because that's what the script
said she was supposed to do. But he hadn't gone by the script when she
got pregnant. And that had soured her on all scripts from that point on.
 
 Now, this man, a man she wasn't automatically suspicious of, and who
she liked, not because of her biological relationship required it, but
because he was just a nice guy, was acting like other men. Except that
he wasn't acting from a script. He was just being honest about how he
felt. She thought back to several men who she suddenly realized might
have been doing the same thing. And she had pushed them away. No wonder
she was alone and lonely.
 
 "Wow" she said. "Practicing" for dates with other men had suddenly
taken on some meaning.
 
 "Are you outraged?" he asked.
 
 She thought about it. Bob was more real to her as a stranger than he
was as her grandfather. She'd never been able to view him as most
children would view a grandfather.
 
 "No." she said, surprised. "I'm actually not. All you did was tell the
truth ... right?"
 
 "Yes. But I didn't want you to be uncomfortable."
 
 "Do you always tell the truth?" she asked, interested now. She
unconsciously leaned toward him as she turned in the seat to face him.
 
 "No." he smiled. "Sometimes the truth can cause hurt feelings."
 
 "So how do you decide when to tell the truth and not?" she asked.
 
 "I tell the truth if I don't think it will hurt anybody, and will make
things better."
 
 "And you lie the rest of the time?" she asked.
 
 "It's not that black and white. I try not to lie at all. Sometimes I
just don't say anything. If the truth isn't actually necessary, and
might hurt somebody's feelings, why say it?"
 
 Gidget felt a longing in her that she hadn't known was there. To find a
man who didn't play games ... who was honest ... who would listen to
her. She could get used to being around a man like that. There had been
times when she had been a little jealous of Polly for having Roger to
be friends with, even though there was obviously nothing sexual going
on there. Maybe this dating thing had possibilities after all. Bob
couldn't be the only man like himself in the world ... right?
 
 "There's a radio at the cabin ... isn't there?" she asked.
 
 "Yes, Fran insisted she had to have Rock 102 or some such thing up
there." He was confused at the turn of conversation.
 
 "Take me up there. I want to dance."
 
 "Aren't there places in town that have dancing?" he asked.
 
 "I'm not about to do that in public." she laughed. "Not until I've had
some practice. I haven't been dancing since college."
 
 Bob thought about it. He knew the Charleston and a couple of other
dances, but he hadn't heard any music since he woke up to that would
work with those dances.
 
 "Good idea." he said.
 
 That also solved the eating problem for them, since they felt
comfortable opening a few cans and heating them in the microwave. Bob
told her the story about the first time he saw a microwave in Martha's
kitchen and thought it was a toaster oven. She laughed and they talked
about other new things he'd experienced.
 
 Then she went to the radio and bent over to fiddle with it, looking for
music to dance to. Rock and roll worked for her, to a degree, but Bob
had no idea how to move to that music. She taught him a few basic
movements and told him to concentrate on the beat of the music. They
gyrated and Bob watched her breasts bounce inside her blouse. She
caught him looking, but wasn't threatened and teased him.
 
 "You're being naughty. You're staring at my boobs."
 
 Bob scratched his head. "I would have sworn I gave you the caveman
speech. Besides, this music makes me think of mating dances I heard
about in my college sociology class."
 
 "When my mother was growing up they called this Devil music." she
panted, gyrating a little more. It was fun being watched by a man you
liked. "They used to do a dance called the Shimmy or something like
that. I saw her doing it once when I was growing up. It looked like
this."
 
 She stood still and then twisted her shoulders and upper torso back and
forth violently. Her breasts went wild, jumping back and forth. She
felt her nipples stiffen and tingle as she watched, his mouth open.
 
 "Good grief" he sighed. "It's a wonder all the women didn't get raped."
 
 "Girls teased a lot back then." she said, settling back into a more
relaxed movement. "They still do."
 
 "You can say that again." he said. "I saw a girl the other day in a
swim suit, I guess you'd call it. It didn't cover as much as my wife's
bra and panties used to cover."
 
 "Isn't it horrible?" she asked, dropping back into her habitual
conservative persona.
 
 "No, actually, I loved it." said Bob grinning. "It reminded me of the
one June was wearing the day I woke up."
 
 Her eyes arched. "Your kidding! The orange one? She never lets anybody
see her in that."
 
 "I think she was so excited that she forgot she was wearing it. I was
glad. I was so frazzled by trying to figure out what was going on that
it was kind of nice to be distracted by all that flesh, even though I
knew she was my daughter."
 
 Gidget laughed. "You don't know how odd it is to be around a man who's
honest."
 
 "You'd look good in something like that." he said, leering.
 
 "Yeah, right, with all my flab hanging out all over the place." she
grimaced.
 
 "I don't see all that much flab." he said.
 
 "It's there." she said.
 
 They took a break and Gidget found a station with slow music.
 
 "Now thats more like it." said Bob. "I can waltz with the best of them."
 
 He took her into the formal embrace of ballroom dancers, his left hand
holding her right one out and his right hand on the small of her back.
 
 "They don't dance like this any more." she said as he twirled her,
firmly in control.
 
 "Oh really?" he asked. "How do they dance nowadays?"
 
 She pulled his left hand to her back and put her arms around him,
pulling him close. Her breasts pushed against his chest and her cheek
was suddenly close to his. They didn't so much dance as stand and sway
to the music, taking tiny steps. It was immensely more intimate than
what they had been doing, and Bob felt himself react.
 
 "This may not be such a good way to dance." he murmured in her ear.
 
 His breath in her ear made her shiver. She suddenly felt the pressure
of something pushing against her pubis.
 
 "Oh my." she breathed.
 
 "Does this make you uncomfortable?" he asked.
 
 Gidget didn't know quite how to answer that question. She was relaxed
and comfortable with this man. She didn't feel threatened at all. And
dancing like this felt wonderful, after all those years of going
without. In fact, she was a little horny. She hadn't felt that way in
so long that it was almost like welcoming back a long lost friend.
 
 "You don't have a club lying around here anywhere do you?" she asked,
hugging him a little closer.
 
 "No." he said, unable to keep his hands from sliding up and down on her
back. "No cave either."
 
 "Then I don't feel uncomfortable." she said.
 
 "Good, because I want to keep doing this for a while. This feels really
good."
 
 He pushed his erection against her just a little.
 
 Gidget felt heat suffuse her face. Part of her insisted this was crazy
and wrong. But something else in her admitted that this felt good. It
was all innocent anyway.
 
 "You know what you are?" she said into his shoulder. "You're a dirty
old ... young man."
 
 "No I'm not." he said softly. "A dirty old man would do this." He slid
his hands down to cup her buttocks and squeezed them gently, pulling
her against him.
 
 "You shouldn't be doing that." she murmured, but her arms stayed around
his neck.
 
 "I thought we were practicing." he said back.
 
 "You mean all those other men I go out with will want to do that too?"
she asked dreamily.
 
 "That and more." he said, his hands still on her ass.
 
 "More?" she asked. She felt a tingle start somewhere behind her navel.
"But we can't do those things."
 
 "Why not?" he asked. "It's just practice, right?"
 
 "I don't think you're being completely truthful with me right now." she
chided.
 
 "You're right." he said. He kissed her throat.
 
 "I haven't felt like this since I can remember." she sighed, rubbing
her body against him. Her hips betrayed her and she ground her mons
against his lump. "I feel so ... naughty."
 
 "What you feel is the same attraction I feel." he countered. "That's
all it is. Animal attraction. We can stop any time you want to."
 
 She didn't pull away. "You're an amazing man Bob Winkle. Are you sure
you're not Rip himself? I feel you ripping apart my defenses."
 
 "Your defenses are there for good reason." he said. "They're to keep
you from getting hurt."
 
 "But you won't hurt me." she argued.
 
 "If this goes much further you might get hurt." he said, pushing his
erection against her.
 
 "Are you really ... hard?" she asked.
 
 "That's not a handkerchief down there." he quipped.
 
 She shuddered at the mental image that popped into her brain of a hard
penis. The only one she'd really had time to look at in any detail was
the one that got her pregnant. She closed her eyes tightly. She didn't
want to see that image.
 
 "Grandpa?" she said, her voice high and young.
 
 "Yes sweetie."
 
 "Could I ask you a favor ... a really big favor ...
something you might think was terrible?"
 
 "Whatever you need sweetheart." he said.
 
 Had he said it any differently than that, things might have gone
differently. But to her ears that was exactly the right way to put it.
She needed ... really needed to replace that distasteful image in her mind. She tried to explain it
to him.
 
 "Right now I feel good ... safe ... happy. Except that when you press
against me all I can think of is ... him ... his ... his penis." He
didn't say anything and she felt better. "I don't want to think of that
... see that in my mind. I need to see another one ... a different one."
 
 "You want me to show you mine?" he asked calmly.
 
 "Would you?" she asked tentatively. "Could you?"
 
 "If that's what you want, then yes."
 
 She felt the nervousness of near panic, and acted before she could
chicken out. She dropped to her knees. That had been the script with
the professor and she did it unconsciously. Her hands went to his belt
and the button of his Dockers as he stood passively. That was in the
script too, as was her pulling at his clothing to bare his prod.
 
 She felt a familiarity that was horrible ... and then, he was exposed,
and she almost laughed as the script flew out the window.
 
 Professor Lipscomb had been forty-two years old when he seduced Gidget
Winkle. He had not been in the best of shape, but was an important man
on campus. He had a little pot belly and a slight overbite that made
him unattractive to most women. Gidget, thinking of the status of being
a professor's wife, bought his line and he was elated when she fell to
what he thought of as his masculinity. He was average in every way,
with the possible exception of his ... masculinity. He was circumcised
and, when erect, would have measured exactly three point seven eight
inches. His stubby little penis didn't care how less than average it
was, though, and performed well, at least to his own satisfaction.
Since he was her first ... only, in fact ... she didn't know the
difference. Things were normal, as far as she knew. That penis also
delivered sperm flawlessly, which is what had gotten Gidget into
trouble.
 
 Bob, however, was uncut and had none of the smooth blunted appearance
that she had seen the last time she looked at a penis. The first thing
she thought about as it bobbed into sight was that it wouldn't fit into
her mouth, like Professor Lipscomb's had so easily. Her delighted eyes
took in it's rough look, with it's softened tip and the little hood
that looked like a turtle neck that had been pulled up over a bald
man's head. It was longer. Much longer. She didn't make measurements in
her head. She just noticed it was much longer. The only similarity was
that it was about the same diameter as the other one she had seen.
 
 She liked this one better, though that may have just been raw bias. She
was in the peculiar position of preferring her grandfather's naked
penis over that of one that had actually made her pregnant.
 
 The script came back long enough to make her lean forward and kiss the
tip, without thinking. She was immediately cognizant of the turtle neck
around the tip of this amazing thing, kissing her back. She jerked back
and looked up at Bob with fear in her eyes.
 
 "I shouldn't have done that." she said.
 
 "I don't mind." he said. "It felt nice."
 
 She relaxed and looked at it again. Now that this image was fresh in
her mind, she wondered what it would feel like to wrap her hand around
something that would still stick out. Her hand had completely covered
the other one.
 
 "Can I touch it?" she asked.
 
 "Well, since you already did and the world didn't end ... please." he
said.
 
 The act of gripping him, and leaning forward at the same time resulted
in something she wasn't prepared for. Her hand kept moving! The turtle
neck thinned and popped backwards, exposing something that looked a lot
more like Professor Lipscomb's. It was different though, because it was
narrower, more pointed. It looked like it would slide into her with
much less stretching and pain.
 
 She shook her head, trying to banish the idea of this sliding into her
at all. She concentrated on the feel of the long hard tube in her hand.
That was completely different and she liked that too. She slid the
sheath back over the head experimentally and smiled. Then she slid it
back again, playing with it, watching fascinated as the skin turned
from bunched up and wrinkled, to thin and smooth.
 
 "That feels really good." Bob sighed. "But if you keep doing it I may
start looking for something to make a club out of."
 
 She looked up an smiled. "There's still no cave."
 
 "No, but there's a bed right over there." He nodded at the newly
covered feather bed.
 
 She felt a tremor in her belly. "Would you really do that with me ...
if you could?" she asked.
 
 "Yes." was all he said.
 
 She looked back at the shockingly sexual thing in her hand ... and her
pussy clenched.
 
 "But you can't ... can you." It wasn't really a question.
 
 "That depends on you darling." he said.
 
 "We couldn't." she shook her head firmly.
 
 "If that's what you feel, then you're right." he agreed.
 
 Her body screamed at her.
 
 "It's been so long." she said. "It would be wrong."
 
 "Then we won't."
 
 "But part of me wants to." she complained.
 
 "Then we might." he smiled.
 
 "You make it sound so simple." she said.
 
 "It is simple. Either you want to, or you don't."
 
 "It's not that simple for me." she sighed. "You're my grandfather."
 
 "Right here ... right now ... I'm just your practice date. Just a man."
he suggested.
 
 She stood up, flustered.
 
 "It can't be that simple." she argued. "I wouldn't be doing this with
some man I was out on a date with."
 
 Bob leaned over and pulled up his pants. He buttoned the button as she
watched, her eyes wide. Then he refastened his belt.
 
 "So we won't do this any more." said Bob. It was hard, but he knew it
was the right thing to do.
 
 Gidget threw up her hands. "But I want to!" she said exasperatedly. "With you anyway."
 
 "You know what you remind me of?" Bob asked, taking her to the bed and
sitting her down on the edge of it. He sat beside her. It was almost
uncomfortable because the mattress crushed beneath them and tended to
tip them toward the center of the bed because of the hard side rail of
the frame underneath. They perched on the edge.
 
 "You remind me of a girl I used to know named Ruth. We went out a few
times when I was in High School. She was what we called back then "hot
as a pistol." She loved to kiss and pet, but if you tried to touch her
skin ... you know, reach inside her clothes ... she'd push you away.
Then she was right back wanting more. She always wanted more, but she
wouldn't let you do more. At first I thought she was just using her defenses, to keep
things from going too far. But after a while I decided she didn't know what she wanted.
She wanted more, but was scared, and couldn't make up her mind about
what to do about it."
 
 Gidget nodded. "That's really close to what I'm feeling right now."
 
 "For men it's a little different." He went on. "I look at a woman and
I'm either interested in making love to her ... or I'm not. It's an
almost unconscious kind of decision. For us, there's no decision to
make on how far to go. We either want to go all the way, or not at all."
 
 Gidget nodded. "I get that. But for women it's not that way. Like now,
for instance. I want to touch you and kiss you and things like that.
But I'm not sure I'd want to do more, even though I'm horny as can be.
But the thing is that if I do all those things, I know I'll want to go
farther later, even though I don't want to now." She looked startled.
"Actually, it's not that I don't want to now ... I just can't get past thinking it would be wrong to do that."
 
 "You want to be seduced." said Bob, understanding.
 
 Gidget started to shake her head. Seduction was part of the script ...
wasn't it? But Bob was obviously interested in her, except that he
wasn't trying to seduce her. Not in any way that matched any script
she'd ever thought of. She'd always let Lipscomb have her because he
seduced her.
 
 "I don't want to be seduced." she decided out loud. "That's what he always did
to me. I only let things happen because he was in charge
... made things happen in me I couldn't control."
 
 "But you don't know how to go about all this without being seduced."
suggested Bob.
 
 "Exactly!"
she said excitedly.
 
 "And if you were in control, then it wouldn't feel so dangerous?" he asked.
 
 "Dangerous isn't the word I'd use. Helpless is the word I'd use."
 
 "Then, in that case, I place myself completely under your control."
said Bob. "I won't do a thing or make a move unless I have your
specific permission."
 
 Gidget grinned. "I want you to be naked ... right now!" she
barked.
 
 Bob stood up and in seconds dropped his pants and got out of his shirt.
He kicked off his sandals and pulled his pants off. He stood, hands on
hips. He was soft.
 
 "What happened?" she asked, staring at his shriveled appendage.
 
 "I thought we were done." he said.
 
 "You can do that?" she asked, amazed. "You can just make it go down?"
 
 "Well, no ... not all the time. But if you're pretty sure nothing's
going to happen, it pretty well does it all by itself."
 
 "What if I said something is going to happen?" she said.
 
 Bob looked down and used his abs to make his dick move a little.
"You're the boss." he said.
 
 Gidget laughed and clapped her hands.
 
 "I want to be naked too." she announced.
 
 Bob stood there. "I can't do anything about that." he reminded her.
 
 "Okay, then, I want you to make me naked ... slowly ... and I want you
to be hard when you get done."
 
 Bob grinned and pulled her up. His fingers went to her blouse buttons
and undid them, revealing a pink bra. He slid his fingers over the tips.
 
 "Naughty naughty!" she said. "No touching unless I say you can!"
 
 "Yes ma'am." said Bob. He took his time, pulling one shoulder off, and
down her arm. He intended to do that with the other one, but it
actually just fell down all by itself. Her eyes looked uncertain as she
stood before him in her bra and slacks.
 
 "Am I allowed to say things?" he asked.
 
 "Okay, yes." she said.
 
 "You have luscious breasts." he said, staring at her cleavage. "I can't
wait to see them. I bet you have long, stiff nipples."
 
 "Wrong!" she said with glee. "My nipples just lay there, flat and
uninteresting. The last time they stuck out was when I was feeding
Becca. Nice try buster. And my boobs are fat, not luscious."
 
 "You have to turn around." said Bob.
 
 "Oh!" she said. She turned and he unclipped the bra. He pushed it
forward, off her shoulders, sliding his hands down her arms. Then he
turned her around to face him. Her arms were under her breasts, holding
them up and the bra cups on them. "You touched me." she accused.
 
 "Sorry." he said. "I'm kind of excited." He looked down at his prick
which was already stiff again. "See?"
 
 "Already?" she said.
 
 "I told you you were beautiful."
 
 "We'll see about that. Continue." she ordered.
 
 He tugged at her bra, and she lowered her arms, which had been pressing
the bottoms of the cups up against her breasts. She tensed as the cups
slid free and her breasts were exposed. They were heavy and needed the
support she usually gave them. She still ran, though not nearly as
often as she needed to, and they hurt if she didn't support them. Her
areolas were wide and deep pink, rather than brown and sat high on each
breast, almost as if they were on top of the breasts, rather than at
the tips. When she bent over though, they formed tips where tips should
be. With her dark hair it looked almost odd. Her nipples were just a
shade darker and were, indeed, flat, almost invisible, just dots of
darker color on her areolas. Her breasts swung apart a little, forced
to the sides by the bulk of flesh that made her cleavage, and that made
her areolas look like two large eyes peering up and to the sides. They
looked soft and warm and just begged for hands to hold them.
 
 "May I touch them?" asked Bob.
 
 "You still want to?" she asked.
 
 "Most definitely. That's not all I want to do with them."
 
 "Masher." she accused. "Not yet. I want to be naked." she said
imperiously.
 
 Bob knelt and tried to find the closure of her slacks. Her hips were
round and firm. He already knew what her buttocks felt like and they
were also firm and tight. She turned, giggling to expose the rear
zipper and hook. He undid them both to reveal matching pink panties and
pushed the slacks to the front and down. He slid them down her hips,
brushing his hands against her panties.
 
 "Careful." she warned. "That's perilously close to touching."
 
 He ignored her, sliding his hands all the way down her outer thighs.
She tried to balance on one foot, lifting the other, and waved her arms
in the air. Bob wished he was facing her. He'd like to have seen what
her breasts were doing as she waved her arms. He pulled one leg off her
foot as she hopped and giggled. Then she changed feet. He got up and
went around to the front.
 
 "What are you doing?" she asked.
 
 "I want to be in front of you for the other leg." he said. He leered at
her chest as she raised her leg, using his hands to feel for the pants
leg and pull at it. It caused her to hop longer and she laughed as he
stared.
 
 "You are a dirty old man." she said. "They're so wobbly." she complained, looking
down at her bouncing breasts."
 
 "They're gorgeous." he said. "I can't wait to taste them."
 
 "And who said you get to taste them?" she teased.
 
 "Why else are you getting naked?" he asked.
 
 "To torment you!" she giggled.
 
 She stood before him in just her panties. He reached for them. He
pulled at them slowly, tugging at different places to make them come
down without rolling up or getting too tight. Her pubis was therefore
exposed very slowly. He heard her gasp and looked up to see her lower
lip caught between her teeth.
 
 Her pubic hair was short and lay flat on her mons. It wasn't trimmed in
any way, but it hid little, letting her white skin show through the
thin strands. Bob licked his lips as he got the panties lower and
lower, anticipating being able to see her labia clearly. He wasn't
disappointed. Her scent drifted into his nose and he knew she was
aroused. As he pulled the bottom of the panty legs to her thighs he saw
her split, comprised of thick outer labia that completely hid her inner pussy
lips. It looked like you could press a pencil between them and it would
stay there until she spread her legs.
 
 Professor Lipscomb had been a meat and potatoes sort of lover. He got
them going, got them spread for him, and dumped his load. If they came,
so much the better, since that might keep them coming back longer. They
eventually figured out that he was lying to them, and wandered away.
But there were always more young innocent things to seduce. He had
never, therefore, engaged in cunnilingus. There wasn't anything in it
for him, after all.
 
 So much for the "educated" mind.
 
 Bob looked at the split peach in front of his eyes and, without
permission, leaned forward to jam his face between her thighs, reaching
around to grab those firm buttocks and pull her toward him. He stuck
out his tongue to lick up any nectar that might be there. Before she
could react, the tip of his tongue had found her clit, hidden between
those thick folds of flesh, and flicked it twice.
 
 Gidget's reaction was both explosive and violent. No one had ever done
this to her. She knew about it, of course, but that was something
foreign that happened to other women ... not her. And he had touched
her without permission. She batted at his head, pushing him back and
danced away from him as he fell forward on his hands and knees. About
then her brain got the message his tongue had been sending via her clit.
 
 "Bad!" she yelped.
 
 "I'm sorry." He put some whine in his voice. He shouldn't have done
that. "I couldn't help it. It looked so delicious." He tried to look
meek. "I won't do it again ... I promise."
 
 "I should hope not!" she said indignantly. "That's nasty!"
 
 "It's delicious." he countered. "You taste tangy and luscious."
 
 "Really?" she was in territory she'd never been in before and didn't
know what to think.
 
 "Really." he confirmed. He pointed to his cock, which was so hard it
was bent a little. "See what you do to me?"
 
 Gidget looked at the long hard thing and felt that feeling in her pussy
that meant she was losing control. It didn't seem so bad right now,
though. All things considered he really was trying to do things her
way. She realized her panties were still stretched between her thighs
and bent over to remove them, stepping gracefully out of them. She
stood in front of this naked man, naked herself. His prick jutted at
her. She knew what he wanted to do with that long firm thing. But he
was over there ... and she was over here ... and it just didn't seem so
dangerous this way. She suddenly didn't know what to do. In the past,
by this time, Professor Lipscomb was all over her and she was fighting
just to try to find a comfortable position to be ravished in.
 
 "Could we dance some more?" she asked.
 
 "Ooooo I'd love to see you do that Shimmy thing." he sighed.
 
 She laughed and shimmied for him, feeling her breasts wiggle and shake.
He grasped his penis, squeezing it as she did so. She felt elated that
she had the power to make this man so horny that he'd touch himself.
 
 The slow music was still on and she waited for him.
 
 "You know ... it will be different ... dancing like this." he said.
 
 "I know. You just behave yourself." she said.
 
 As they came together he quickly reached for his prick and bent it to
slide it between her thighs. He had her in his embrace before she could
object, but then, feeling it there ... not in her ... but just next to her, it felt good. She relaxed and let herself be held.
 
 It was like a body massage, where skin was touched by skin everywhere.
It was much more erotic than she'd imagined it even could be, and she
knew she was in trouble within a minute. His prick sawed back and
forth, pushing up against her, making her wetter than she had been. Her
breasts felt so good against his chest that she wanted to crush him
against her. She hadn't even felt his hands on her bare buttocks until
she forced herself to take inventory, in an attempt to calm down.
 
 "You seduced me after all." she sighed into his ear.
 
 "Who? Me?"
 
 "I want to be ravished, and that means you seduced me."
 
 "So ... it's all my fault?" he said, kissing her throat.
 
 "See? You're kissing my neck and I didn't say you could. That beautiful
penis is pressing against me, wanting inside me, making it impossible
to resist you. You're seducing me!" she whined.
 
 "I can stop." he said.
 
 "Could you really stop?" she asked, leaning back to look in his face.
 
 "If I knew it would hurt you to go further I would stop." he said
firmly.
 
 "What would you do then?" she asked, bumping her mons against him.
 
 "I'd masturbate like a chimpanzee on amphetamines." he admitted.
 
 "Well I can't stop now." she moaned.
 
 "Of course you can. You can masturbate too." he said.
 
 "It's not the same." she whined.
 
 "No, but that's what we can do if that's what you want."
 
 "I want you." she said grumpily. "I want something inside me ... not my finger."
 
 "You want to be seduced." he said gently.
 
 "I don't like you very much right now." she moaned.
 
 "You want me to seduce you right now?" he asked.
 
 "Nooooo ... yes ... I don't know!" She humped him vigorously.
 
 He pushed her back from him and she whined. He went to the bed and
flopped in the middle on his back. He started masturbating, looking at
her.
 
 "I'm going to do this now unless you come and stop me." he said.
 
 Gidget's own hand had replaced his prick, rubbing her lips, digging at
her clit. She shot a look of almost anger at him. Suddenly she stalked
to the bed and climbed up on it, her arms waving as the mattress
collapsed under her feet and she swayed. She straddled his hips,
looking down at him.
 
 "I can't be on top." she said pouting.
 
 "Why not?" he asked.
 
 "That's not how it's done." she said.
 
 "You have too many rules." he muttered. He kept stroking.
 
 "Oh!" she shouted in frustration. Angrily she squatted, putting her hands on his
chest. He held his prick up for her as she tried to look between her
hanging breasts.
 
 "Go ahead." he said, wanting to lift his hips. "Ravish me."
 
 With a little whine of frustration she lowered her hips and he suddenly
felt heat around the tip of his cock. She wasn't thinking about the
fact that she hadn't done this in sixteen years. She was so frustrated
that she just let her weight down on him all at once. His pointy long
prick sliced up into her like a hot knife into warm butter.
 
 What made her wilt wasn't the feel of a prick in her again. She wasn't
ultra tight, despite the lack of ... exercise ... she'd had in that
region. In fact, they were a perfect fit for each other. What she
wasn't prepared for was that his penis went twice as far up inside her
as Lipscomb's had. It went all the way to her cervix and, at the angle
she was at, the head lodged firmly in those lips. There was at once an
aching pain she had never felt, and a feeling of overpowering
satisfaction at being full. The combination caused her to fall forward
onto Bob's chest and lay limply.
 
 "Ohhhh baby, don't just lie there." he gasped, grabbing her butt and
pushing and pulling. "I'm dying here. I have to have you."
 
 Her frustration gone, her next feeling was that she was doing something
wrong. The feeling in her pussy was so delicious, though, she decided
to worry about that later and pushed her worry back somewhere quiet.
Her inhibitions went with her worry. He undoubtedly wanted her ... had
to have her ... was crazy for her. And that made her crazy for him.
 
 She pushed up and started moving around, almost like she was trying to
find a comfortable position. But it wasn't that at all. This was so
new, and everything felt so different, she wanted to experience every
possible pressure. She found that she could move just a little bit, but
it made a huge difference in how he felt up inside her. She could get
almost to that dull pain deep inside and then ease back. It was that
that developed into a natural rocking motion, her hands on his chest.
His prick poked and prodded her in ways she'd never felt in her life
and she was amazed and delighted. The tip of his cock fucked her cervix
ever so gently and she found that pain addictive. She let her belly sag
forward and arched her back to scrape and mash her clit. She'd had
orgasms before, sometimes even with the professor. Not every time, but
sometimes. She felt one looming now and welcomed it with open arms,
eager for it to wash all over her.
 
 "Ohhhh Grandpa." Her mind reverted to her usual name for him. "I'm
gonna cum Grandpa." she moaned.
 
 "Do it baby." he urged her. "Get that good feeling."
 
 She gave him the play by play as she got closer and closer until she
couldn't talk any more as the sensations flooded her senses. She was
blind, and deaf for a few seconds as her body experienced an earthquake
of emotion. All she could feel was that beautiful prick up in her belly
and the devastating things it was doing to her.
 
 She regained sight and sound to find her upper torso being held up by
virtue of Bob's hands on her full breasts. Her arms had gone limp. She
regained her perch, but Bob pulled at her, lifting his head to reach
for a nipple. That nipple, both of them in fact, weren't so flat any
more. They stood proud of her areolas enough to bump a finger sliding
over them. When she realized what he wanted, she leaned down and he
suckled. Sweet pain shot from her nipple to her pussy and she started
rocking again. It had never lasted this long with Lipscomb. The first
time she'd heard the term "Wham, bam, thank you ma'am" was when Becca
was two years old. She'd thought of Lipscomb then. If you looked up the
term in a dictionary, his picture should be there.
 
 Bob changed nipples and that breast got to take part in the sensation
fest too. He went back and forth as she rocked gently. She had found a
place where if she moved just a little, the tip of his prick massaged
something way up inside her that made little electric pulses go through
her belly and meet up with the electric pulses he was causing in her
nipples.
 
 "I knew I was right." panted Bob.
 
 Gidget looked down to see that her nipples were almost half an inch long.
They looked completely foreign on her breasts, like they'd been glued
there when she wasn't looking. As she continued rocking he played with
those nipples, squeezing them, rolling them in his fingers, pulling
them until she thought her head would explode.
 
 Her next orgasm was completely different than the first one. That
little massaging motion deep inside her caused the sensation to creep
over her, like sunlight that was warm, and then warmer and then
suddenly hot as fire. Her skin felt like it was going to burst into
flames for a few seconds as she held her breath, but she never stopped
that tiny rocking. Bob was saying something, but she concentrated on
the ripples of heat that played across her body like wind in a wheat
field.
 
 What Bob was saying was that he was about to cum. Her dreamy gaze and
un-responsiveness didn't tell him anything, but it was out of his hands
now. Her cervix had been rubbing the tip of his prick for five minutes
now and the irritation brought his semen bubbling and rushing out to
sooth that irritation.
 
 Gidget's eyes were closed when she felt the little ball of heat at the
tip of his prick. It immediately expanded into a larger ball of heat
and she felt his prick pulse inside her. Languidly she welcomed the
inner heat that complemented the heat that was now fading from her skin
until what she was actually feeling penetrated her brain. It screamed
at her that the last time she had felt that ... okay, one of the last
times ... it was making her pregnant.
 
 Her eyes flew open and her hair flicked as she looked down at Bob with
wide eyes.
 
 "You're making me pregnant!" she gasped.
 
 "Uuuugh," grunted Bob as another geyser of sperm lashed into her womb.
 
 The mix of emotions in Gidget was chaotic. She couldn't believe she
hadn't thought about the logical conclusion to what they were doing. It
had completely slipped her mind in the ecstasy of once again feeling
the things she was feeling. Her former pregnancy with Becca had been a
mix of anguish and pride, of terror and anticipation, of alone-ness and
the incredibly comforting coming together that her mother and aunts
had, for some reason done. All of them had welcomed her bulging belly
into their ranks with more love than anyone could expect or even hope
for. Their support had turned her pregnancy from a terrible mistake
into a celebration of new life. She'd never understood it, but it had
saved her sanity, so she didn't question it either. She remembered the
shame and pain and rejection of the relationship that got her pregnant,
but the pregnancy itself was a thing of fairy tale dreams come true.
 
 Her assumption that she was suddenly pregnant again made all those
remembered emotions boil in her brain like the bubbles in boiling water
for ten long, painful seconds. By the time her common sense told her to
calm down, and that there was little likelihood that this single
infusion of sperm had done anything other than feel warm and lovely,
she was limp and shaking. She looked down at Bob who wore a look of
concern on his face.
 
 "Are you all right?" he asked.
 
 "Do you care?" asked something ugly from down inside her, before she
could stop it from coming out of her mouth.
 
 "Of course I do." he said. "What's wrong?"
 
 She sagged, still plugged with his penis, and leaned on his chest.
 
 "I don't know. I have bad thoughts sometimes. I think maybe I should
have had counseling or something. It's hard for me to believe that a
man could care."
 
 "I love you." he said. "You're my flesh and blood, and you're all those
things I told you you were. I have to care about you. I couldn't keep from caring if I tried."
 
 "I want to believe you." she sighed. "It's just hard for me."
 
 He pulled her down to kiss her. It was strange for her because of two
things. First, it was the first time they'd done that. It was a warm
sweet kiss, not demanding, but giving. She couldn't remember the last
one of those she'd gotten.
 
 But of even more impact was the fact that he kissed her after sex.
 
 Lipscomb had never done that.
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